The "Who" in Who Cares

Lately, it's been more of a "live like any other day" feeling ever since the start of classes. It's like I've never got out of the monotomy of doing things, like go to class, do this, do that. But I guess it's better than not knowing what to do next, like on a weekend and you pretty much have no social life. Let's be honest, I like to stay and the house and do pretty much nothing than plan a day to go somewhere with other people. I got my reasons. Maybe it's because that, even if I can socialize with others, I don't have the consistency to follow up that which I have done . It's like, yeah I can talk to you for hours about nothing, but what about tomorrow? Or the next week? Wanna go out and do something? That sort of thing. I dunno. I do like to go to parties and bars, and any event that tickles my fancy. Maybe I'm a little embarrased in asking people out for fear of planning so much only to be rejected. I know, kinda adolescent-like. But fortunately, at times, I think it may be justified. I ain't getting younger. I got a car and my brother's asked me why I don't have some happening to go to. I'm asking myself that as well. I dunno. Maybe a change in personality? Nah, I've already accepted who I am. But then again, there's always room for improvement, is there?