The "Who" in Who Cares

Hello Cobi! Last time you logged in, you where the spineless worm who had a nice way of life but was not satisfied by it. You were still insecure, unsure of yourself, and pretty much trying to look for a light inside a dark room. It's been almost a year, but may be just enough to tell that at least you've improved, even for just a bit. Don't let go of yourself and just keep on going!

Lately, it's been more of a "live like any other day" feeling ever since the start of classes. It's like I've never got out of the monotomy of doing things, like go to class, do this, do that. But I guess it's better than not knowing what to do next, like on a weekend and you pretty much have no social life. Let's be honest, I like to stay and the house and do pretty much nothing than plan a day to go somewhere with other people. I got my reasons. Maybe it's because that, even if I can socialize with others, I don't have the consistency to follow up that which I have done . It's like, yeah I can talk to you for hours about nothing, but what about tomorrow? Or the next week? Wanna go out and do something? That sort of thing. I dunno. I do like to go to parties and bars, and any event that tickles my fancy. Maybe I'm a little embarrased in asking people out for fear of planning so much only to be rejected. I know, kinda adolescent-like. But fortunately, at times, I think it may be justified. I ain't getting younger. I got a car and my brother's asked me why I don't have some happening to go to. I'm asking myself that as well. I dunno. Maybe a change in personality? Nah, I've already accepted who I am. But then again, there's always room for improvement, is there?

Situation's changed since the last time. Got my schedule and it ain't pretty, worse than something something (can't think of any good analogy right now....). Even with the two pairs of wheels its still hard to go home like what an underpaid employee experiences. With the wheels comes the decrease in lunch money. But we still trudge on and hope that it would be all over soon, as it has always become in this life. I feel friendless but it's ok. I got no sufficient funds to wallow my time in other places besides the house even if I want to. The internet's connection crappy and even if it's ok, having 5 siblings to share it prevents me from being online most of the time. What can I say? I'm just that damn generous.

Things that I Thought of That Can Help Me Generate Some Extra Cash Without Bothering My Studies But Don't Have the Enough Effort Or Creativity to Accomplish:
-make a comic strip and syndicate it to a local (or international, if pigs could at least hover) newspaper or,
-be a problogger

I know, it's very limited. But ye get te mek it wark fer ye. God, help me, help us all!


Money is the root of all evil.
Love is the root of all that is good.
Hairy is the root of all legumes.